Machinima

by Demenzia

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Recorded in Zero Project Studio in 2012 - 2013
Produced, mixed & mastered by Vladimir Bochev

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released July 26, 2014

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Demenzia Sofia, Bulgaria

Demenzia is a Metal band from Sofia, Bulgaria.

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Track Name: Instead Of You
I thought it was real, but it was in my mind
I thought it was nothing
I thought I could fix the waste of time
Delivering myself instead of you

I’m waiting long to pass the day
The night is a better time for blame
Forsaken body with no remains
My soul is drowning deep in pain

Lights are fading in the growing dark
White clouds turn back into black
The pain is going through my veins
My soul is drowned but still remains

The wait is over the night is here
Shadow falls becoming clear
Not strong enough but that's my fate
I'll t ake the guilt and let it back

Feeling weak there's no excuse
What's in my mind I still refuse
I left my body and sold my soul
When all hell comes and brings me home

The wait is over the night is here
Shadow falls becoming clear
Not strong enough but that's my fate
I'll t ake the guilt and let it back

Feeling weak there's no excuse
What's in my mind I still refuse
I left my body and sold my soul
When all hell comes and brings me home

I thought it was real
But it was in my mind
I thought I could fix the waste of time
Delivering myself instead of you
Instead of you.
Track Name: Don't Even Try
Don’t even try to repair my heart,
I don’t need it anymore
Don’t even try to make me a part
Of your world full of lies and whores

Don’t even try, you aren’t brave enough
To find where I buried my love.
Don’t even try, I just don’t care
Are you real or are you there.

Show me your faith, show me more lies
Show me what I’ve become and what’s the price.
I’ll show you my pain, I’ll show you my lies
I’ll show you what I have done. I’ll pay the price.

Don’t even try to stop me again
Let the whole world knows who I am
You think I’m crazy. No, I’m insane
I’ll say it louder, I’m not your fan.

Don’t even try I’m on my way to hell,
I will surely meet myself there.
I’m not blind, not afraid again
You are a god and I’m just a man.
Track Name: Hatred
Pale illusion, I'm sick of it.
Empty space is what I left behind.
Go to hell and take me too!
I am pure hatred and you are too.

Go ahead, but you have to shoot twice. That is safer.
Do not miss, the price is high.
God is on the other side
I'm the enemy, my anger is a vice.

If you go to hell then take me too!
I am hatred, I am you.
Show me one thing left to do
Cause I’m hatred and you are too.

Do you see the mock? Just let me explain.
I don’t give a fuck! And all the same again.
Go to hell and take me too!
I am pure hatred and you are too.
Track Name: Where
Is this illusion that I’m searching for
Did I’ve lost the signs that you left behind
Did I forget about the endless rain
Did I forget that your blood flows through my veins.

I can’t find you anymore
Because I’ve lost the way you go
I can’t change it like before
Because I sold you to save my soul

I can’t see what lies beyond
Am I searching for something wrong?
Until I’m here, until I’m gone
I’m not done.

Where’d you go?
Why I don’t know?
What’s that for?
Where’d you go?
Why you left me all alone?

And like a hurricane I – Will destroy
The whole world and the pain and let the darkness again
Who can fix the broken heart. Who’s so strong?
Why they let it die there among thorns.
Track Name: A Darkness Rising
Burned eyes, a closer view
Tell me what’s wrong with you
Cold air in the sky
No matter how will you die!
Just let the darkness rise!
Just let the darkness rise!

Come undone, let me in
Let me be your sin
Throw away the fragile dreams and pray

Be my friend, in the end
Let me take your hand
Close your eyes and let the darkness rise.
…and let the darkness rise

Dark shadows, naked, clear
Hard feelings, the end is near
Deep breath, fading light
The last thing I see is the coming night
Just let the darkness rise!
Just let the darkness rise!

I'll be there when you rise
Consciousness clear, no compromise
No remorse when people die
Priceless pain, no one survives

No one, no one, no one survives
No one, no one…
Enjoy this mankind's cry

All alone, there I’ll lie
Staring at the sky
Clouds would swallow me ‘till the end
We’ll never meet again

Burned eyes, closer view
Tell me what’s wrong with you
Cold air in the sky
No matter how will I die!

I let the darkness rise!
Track Name: Candy Store
When I was a child ( I used to go every day )
In this candy store ( It was my happy place )
Where everything was all right.
Full of shiny people and this candy girl

And every time ( I took the tasty one )
One day I was there (for another sweet dream)
I saw her (and she smiled at me)
She held out her hand (and said “Come in!”)

And I picked up my favorite sweet
To prove to myself that life goes on
Who was to blame.
The world was turned upside down
And the taste was not the same
And I said: Wake up! Wake up!
You have a choice but you have to know
Sometimes the color doesn’t matter anymore
Even in a small fairy Candy store.

And I said: Wake up! Wake up!
You have a choice but you have to know
Real life is not a dance floor.
Even in a small fairy Candy store.

When I was a child ( I used to go every day)
In this candy store ( It was my happy place )
Where everything was all right.
Full of shiny people and this candy girl

And like every time ( Go for the tasty one )
(On the )Next day I was there (for my last sweet dream)
But no one was smiling anymore
Because the candy girl was gone.
And I said: Wake Up! Wake Up!
Real life has a bad taste
Real life is not a dance floor
Even in the small fairy Candy store.
Track Name: Step Into My World feat. Mila Liutskanova
Just a lie, without a chance to justify
Your world is turning off the lights - no apology
I live in my own hell inside, no place to hide
Just a dead end in the sky. Is this the price?

No more lies. That’s not my face
No More! Everything dies

Just a dream without a chance to wish you a good night
The world has turned off the lights, drowned in lies
I’ll live in my own hell inside, no place to hide
Just a dead end. Just that sky. Heaven shall cry!

Now take my hand, stay close to me
This life is for free or at least I hope it will be

Just give me one more reason to live
With what I am and what’s inside of me
Give me one last chance to see
You are stepping in my world, you are living in me

Just a lie, without a chance to justify
Your world is turning off the lights
I live in my own hell inside
No place to hide
Dead end in the sky

Just take my hand, stay close to me
This life is for free. I hope it will be

Just give me one more reason to live
With what I am and what is inside of me
Just give me one last chance to see
You are stepping in my world, you are living in me

Give me one reason to live
Inside of me
Give me one chance to see
You are stepping in my world
Track Name: Let It Snow
I feel the same
There is no difference at all
Let it snow again

Can I be strong enough
to make my way back home
through the window
Don’t you know my face
My scars in the air

Only sky above us
No one see me anymore
Looking for justice
But no one can hear me anymore

You are not there
When I need you
I’ve lost my way and I’m so weak now
Go away!

No one sees and no one cares
There’s the sky between us
I should die once again

Like a flake in your hand
Now my journey is over
Let it snow ‘till the end!
Track Name: Untitled
I’m sick of your crazy stuff
I won’t hear your fuckin’ voices anymore.
I lost myself in that information
Don’t tell me how it’s going to be.

Stop talking about wars,
about world determination.
Stop pretending that you know better how
I must feel, what I must do, how I’ll live my life.

Don’t tell me what should be my belief,
my religion, my friends and my dreams.
I don’t want to know about the reform in the education,
shale gas, nuclear energy, stupid election.

So many words and empty verbs.
Do you think that this is what we deserve
We are lost in translation, unbreakable chains
Untitled questions leading to nonsense

Do you remember those days
when we were young and stupid enough.
Do you remember the sky
no chemtrails, no search for the meaning of life.

No tales about the aliens
and about the end of the world.
Too much information, that is the problem
of this planet Earth.

Don’t tell me what should be my belief,
my opinion, my trust and my greed.
I hate the politicians and their financial crises,
the bankers with their rising interest rates.

I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know…
Stop talking, I’m sick of you.
Stop talking, I’m sick of you.

Don’t tell me what should be my belief,
my fears, my pleasure and my dreams.
You need to listen to that crazy lady on the TV.
If that is the situation ask Google, not me.
Track Name: Faces
Down in the gutter
I'm painting my scars on the wall
Dip the brush down and draw
With drops of blood from my soul
Flying under, burning out, gaining the strength
It's all about the way you will bend
Torn apart, pushed away
It's all onto different stages
Different lies with different faces
Inside my mind
I die but I'll take you with me
I'm suddenly crying
What is this?
I'm suddenly trying to find my face
I can't deny this
It is me
I can't escape I'm all of...
Faces in clusters
I'm scratching with nails on the wall
Bleeding my palms while scraping the mold
I'm a shape-shifting creature
Delivering blows on my own satisfaction
I'm trying to live but it breeds imperfection
I'm calling your name out
But it's draining the sound on the wake of the outcome
I'm looking around but you're in my head now
But still you die
I die but I'll take you with me

I'm suddenly crying
What is this?
I'm suddenly trying to find my face
I can't deny this
It is me
I can't escape I'm all of them

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