Machinima, by Demenzia

Machinima

by Demenzia

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1.	Heartache 01:51		buy track
2.	Instead Of You 05:22	lyrics	buy track
I thought it was real, but it was in my mind I thought it was nothing I thought I could fix the waste of time Delivering myself instead of you I’m waiting long to pass the day The night is a better time for blame Forsaken body with no remains My soul is drowning deep in pain Lights are fading in the growing dark White clouds turn back into black The pain is going through my veins My soul is drowned but still remains The wait is over the night is here Shadow falls becoming clear Not strong enough but that's my fate I'll t ake the guilt and let it back Feeling weak there's no excuse What's in my mind I still refuse I left my body and sold my soul When all hell comes and brings me home The wait is over the night is here Shadow falls becoming clear Not strong enough but that's my fate I'll t ake the guilt and let it back Feeling weak there's no excuse What's in my mind I still refuse I left my body and sold my soul When all hell comes and brings me home I thought it was real But it was in my mind I thought I could fix the waste of time Delivering myself instead of you Instead of you.
3.	Don't Even Try 05:52	lyrics	buy track
Don’t even try to repair my heart, I don’t need it anymore Don’t even try to make me a part Of your world full of lies and whores Don’t even try, you aren’t brave enough To find where I buried my love. Don’t even try, I just don’t care Are you real or are you there. Show me your faith, show me more lies Show me what I’ve become and what’s the price. I’ll show you my pain, I’ll show you my lies I’ll show you what I have done. I’ll pay the price. Don’t even try to stop me again Let the whole world knows who I am You think I’m crazy. No, I’m insane I’ll say it louder, I’m not your fan. Don’t even try I’m on my way to hell, I will surely meet myself there. I’m not blind, not afraid again You are a god and I’m just a man.
4.	Hatred 03:58	lyrics	buy track
Pale illusion, I'm sick of it. Empty space is what I left behind. Go to hell and take me too! I am pure hatred and you are too. Go ahead, but you have to shoot twice. That is safer. Do not miss, the price is high. God is on the other side I'm the enemy, my anger is a vice. If you go to hell then take me too! I am hatred, I am you. Show me one thing left to do Cause I’m hatred and you are too. Do you see the mock? Just let me explain. I don’t give a fuck! And all the same again. Go to hell and take me too! I am pure hatred and you are too.
5.	Where 05:00	lyrics	buy track
Is this illusion that I’m searching for Did I’ve lost the signs that you left behind Did I forget about the endless rain Did I forget that your blood flows through my veins. I can’t find you anymore Because I’ve lost the way you go I can’t change it like before Because I sold you to save my soul I can’t see what lies beyond Am I searching for something wrong? Until I’m here, until I’m gone I’m not done. Where’d you go? Why I don’t know? What’s that for? Where’d you go? Why you left me all alone? And like a hurricane I – Will destroy The whole world and the pain and let the darkness again Who can fix the broken heart. Who’s so strong? Why they let it die there among thorns.
6.	A Darkness Rising 05:27	lyrics	buy track
Burned eyes, a closer view Tell me what’s wrong with you Cold air in the sky No matter how will you die! Just let the darkness rise! Just let the darkness rise! Come undone, let me in Let me be your sin Throw away the fragile dreams and pray Be my friend, in the end Let me take your hand Close your eyes and let the darkness rise. …and let the darkness rise Dark shadows, naked, clear Hard feelings, the end is near Deep breath, fading light The last thing I see is the coming night Just let the darkness rise! Just let the darkness rise! I'll be there when you rise Consciousness clear, no compromise No remorse when people die Priceless pain, no one survives No one, no one, no one survives No one, no one… Enjoy this mankind's cry All alone, there I’ll lie Staring at the sky Clouds would swallow me ‘till the end We’ll never meet again Burned eyes, closer view Tell me what’s wrong with you Cold air in the sky No matter how will I die! I let the darkness rise!
7.	Candy Store 04:09	lyrics	buy track
When I was a child ( I used to go every day ) In this candy store ( It was my happy place ) Where everything was all right. Full of shiny people and this candy girl And every time ( I took the tasty one ) One day I was there (for another sweet dream) I saw her (and she smiled at me) She held out her hand (and said “Come in!”) And I picked up my favorite sweet To prove to myself that life goes on Who was to blame. The world was turned upside down And the taste was not the same And I said: Wake up! Wake up! You have a choice but you have to know Sometimes the color doesn’t matter anymore Even in a small fairy Candy store. And I said: Wake up! Wake up! You have a choice but you have to know Real life is not a dance floor. Even in a small fairy Candy store. When I was a child ( I used to go every day) In this candy store ( It was my happy place ) Where everything was all right. Full of shiny people and this candy girl And like every time ( Go for the tasty one ) (On the )Next day I was there (for my last sweet dream) But no one was smiling anymore Because the candy girl was gone. And I said: Wake Up! Wake Up! Real life has a bad taste Real life is not a dance floor Even in the small fairy Candy store.
8.	Step Into My World feat. Mila Liutskanova 05:22	lyrics	buy track
Just a lie, without a chance to justify Your world is turning off the lights - no apology I live in my own hell inside, no place to hide Just a dead end in the sky. Is this the price? No more lies. That’s not my face No More! Everything dies Just a dream without a chance to wish you a good night The world has turned off the lights, drowned in lies I’ll live in my own hell inside, no place to hide Just a dead end. Just that sky. Heaven shall cry! Now take my hand, stay close to me This life is for free or at least I hope it will be Just give me one more reason to live With what I am and what’s inside of me Give me one last chance to see You are stepping in my world, you are living in me Just a lie, without a chance to justify Your world is turning off the lights I live in my own hell inside No place to hide Dead end in the sky Just take my hand, stay close to me This life is for free. I hope it will be Just give me one more reason to live With what I am and what is inside of me Just give me one last chance to see You are stepping in my world, you are living in me Give me one reason to live Inside of me Give me one chance to see You are stepping in my world
9.	Let It Snow 04:43	lyrics	buy track
I feel the same There is no difference at all Let it snow again Can I be strong enough to make my way back home through the window Don’t you know my face My scars in the air Only sky above us No one see me anymore Looking for justice But no one can hear me anymore You are not there When I need you I’ve lost my way and I’m so weak now Go away! No one sees and no one cares There’s the sky between us I should die once again Like a flake in your hand Now my journey is over Let it snow ‘till the end!
10.	Untitled 04:42	lyrics	buy track
I’m sick of your crazy stuff I won’t hear your fuckin’ voices anymore. I lost myself in that information Don’t tell me how it’s going to be. Stop talking about wars, about world determination. Stop pretending that you know better how I must feel, what I must do, how I’ll live my life. Don’t tell me what should be my belief, my religion, my friends and my dreams. I don’t want to know about the reform in the education, shale gas, nuclear energy, stupid election. So many words and empty verbs. Do you think that this is what we deserve We are lost in translation, unbreakable chains Untitled questions leading to nonsense Do you remember those days when we were young and stupid enough. Do you remember the sky no chemtrails, no search for the meaning of life. No tales about the aliens and about the end of the world. Too much information, that is the problem of this planet Earth. Don’t tell me what should be my belief, my opinion, my trust and my greed. I hate the politicians and their financial crises, the bankers with their rising interest rates. I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know… Stop talking, I’m sick of you. Stop talking, I’m sick of you. Don’t tell me what should be my belief, my fears, my pleasure and my dreams. You need to listen to that crazy lady on the TV. If that is the situation ask Google, not me.
11.	Faces 04:34	lyrics	buy track
Down in the gutter I'm painting my scars on the wall Dip the brush down and draw With drops of blood from my soul Flying under, burning out, gaining the strength It's all about the way you will bend Torn apart, pushed away It's all onto different stages Different lies with different faces Inside my mind I die but I'll take you with me I'm suddenly crying What is this? I'm suddenly trying to find my face I can't deny this It is me I can't escape I'm all of... Faces in clusters I'm scratching with nails on the wall Bleeding my palms while scraping the mold I'm a shape-shifting creature Delivering blows on my own satisfaction I'm trying to live but it breeds imperfection I'm calling your name out But it's draining the sound on the wake of the outcome I'm looking around but you're in my head now But still you die I die but I'll take you with me I'm suddenly crying What is this? I'm suddenly trying to find my face I can't deny this It is me I can't escape I'm all of them