Different Seasons

by Demenzia

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1.	Hollow 07:05	lyrics	buy track
We saw so many things ruin which we thought to be eternal" What matters that we survived in the wolves` pit of the centuries if the time that passed turned us into monstrous squits ? Who needs our crying , our sepulchral scream of the joy that we live? We`ll live forever ...crawling... What matters that we reached, the crater of swarming gold .Yes. We are the richest. Commanders of deadly lava - of treachery and betrayal Covered in diamonds .. but somewhere in the godly armor in the shell of time and actions forgotten , our souls lie sick. We were never meant to see. We were never meant to live. We were never meant to exist. For we are hollow. Now it's time to go. Falling through the window. Maybe you can try. ...but for now. Sleep my little child. Lying on the street. Your body dies and bleed. Take a deep breath. She is coming, wait the death.
2.	Road To The Sin 05:22	lyrics	buy track
Who knows how much does a human life cost and how can you buy it? Who can explain to you better the matter why you are created. Do you know what pain is? Know how long does your life lost? Do you know why your heart stops beating and why the soul remains to cry? I'll try /4/ I die /4/ Why do you search for suchunconscious world? I'll try /4/ I die /4/ Everyone chooses his own way and his own fashion of life. Once you have lost the faith, you lose all you got I'll try /4/ Try /3/ to Stay alive.
3.	Death Expectation 04:36	lyrics	buy track
Scary universe challenging To unleash a breath willing To penetrate in the deafness On the other side - - fingers, caressing a hollow darkness Frightened lips, a strain to touch. To know in a second there is nothing Apart from emptiness I turn the light, to wound my eyes. Scattered numb lips On the gasping walls. Apart from nothingness I kill the day to feel the night Something In my body sleeps In the expectation of my death I cry in tumultuous desperation To silence the non-coming noises To stop the screams of my voices In the expectation of my death I claim I had the ticket to run away Or at least stand still bleeding. Fuck that, I enjoy it Even when there is pain I feel Pure thoughts of an impure soul
4.	My Goddess 05:32	lyrics	buy track
Can you feel it, my friend? Her eyes are now watching you... Her delicate finger is pointing at you... Surrender to her caress because to lose yourself is to find yourself.. Every moment you fed me with subtle Sips of severe, intoxicating loneliness, loneliness... I felt something - inhumane and deep when slipping hands down her ice-cold skin. Self-absorbed grey statue, Your eyes mesmerized me like a foggy night. /foggy night/ How I dreamed of being silent, Non-existent just like you, Oh breathless goddess! /Oh, breathless goddess!/ My praying soul had a constant hunger of the Unspeakable. ...So the moment I anticipated finally came. She whispered to me words of Mystery... This was the sweetest melody I had ever heard : "Only the empty womb can give birth to Truth". So I said farewell to my old fake self. She whispered to me words of Mystery... This was the sweetest melody I had ever heard : I felt something - inhumane and deep when slipping hands down her ice-cold skin.
5.	Mystical Windmill 05:32	lyrics	buy track
Mystical windmill in the middle of a ghostly desert Yours is the silence that enchants me and the depths that choke my miserable life When finally Death came, I turned into light. Hear the Silence and you will enter the ancient windmill Stand still and pray for the raging storms to come Stay thoughtless and the last walls before you will fall Hope that you will become an addict from this moment. Raging storms ruined the sacred roof above me Truth was heavily pouring down on me These were the hottest waters merging in the brightest fire Fibers of emptiness weaved into an entity Mystical windmill in the middle of a desert Yours is the Silence that enchants me Birds in my eyes, deserts in my mind, Oceans in my heart, heavens in my soul.. An entity that served as my only clothing So beatified by the motionless existence I could not stand it any more, So just found myself for the first time..
6.	Pain 05:09	lyrics	buy track
Words with an imprecise shape, emotions undefined Pain and nothingness. Obsessed by ourselves. We`ve lost existence there `s nothing left from the humanity. Images of a dead past Pictures leading to insanity Confused thoughts of desolate minds Inhuman nature uncontrolled Monstrous mentality shaping our feelings Words with an imprecise shape, emotions undefined Pain and nothingness. Obsessed by ourselves. We`ve lost existence there `s nothing left from the humanity. We are not losing, we are not crying, we are not dying, we are not feeling pain. Pain
7.	Candles In The Wind 05:49	lyrics	buy track
Thousand masks struggled in an endless war They fought for the throne called "my real face" Fake faces talking 'bout fake things But I destroyed them one by one Till there was nothing left Only my naked wretched self Fragile like a candle in the wind... candle in the wind...candle in the wind... Suddenly I felt divine love though all my body A remedy for the pains that made me writhe Oh, like a sword for all the demons in my mind. In the middle of the night I heard the sweetest melody ..a choir of voices "your life is like a candle in the wind ...candle in the wind...candle in the wind" then again.. "Choose your side once and for all" ...So, I made up my mind - when you're Nothing you can dive into Everything. I need no more candles in the night.. candles in the night ...candles in the night Cause I've got the Light in me...
8.	Ephemeral Failure 03:46	lyrics	buy track
Fragile fingers pale as a dead rain-worm. Cross the line of my mouth, delicate movement. Trembling stumble, arms that restrain Suffocating silence My heart lives in winter Scared from the naked blackness In my empty room
9.	Monuments Of A Dead Past 05:40	lyrics	buy track
Some say that`s life. I call it - worst misery. Some say that`s the truth. I say a fuckin` lie. Like ruins we stand burnt to ashes Desiring air but breathing sulphur Life - I spit on it. Life - a fuckin' corruption. Demented mentors showing us how to live and we stand like monuments learning ...what ? Obeying the laws of a diseased logics trusting the untrusted still standing and still martyrs No exit from this existence. We are stones both dead and alive bricks from a wall ruined thousand years ago monuments of a dead past Martyrs in our own freedom drowned in nothingness for so many years extracting what`s left from our pale bodies dwelling in unpersonal darkness
10.	For My Empty Soul 06:23	lyrics	buy track
Passing by a tall dark building, One with smoking broken windows. I wonder how many still gasp for life Or burn restless in agony. This is the place where disease loves people's bodies Drowned in silence and grief. I walk this empty street again ...and again. Aimless, tired, suffering. Insomnia. Indifference. Indifference. A single light still glows faintly in the dark For someone is leaving tonight, leaving this world forever. A man called "nobody" A man without a body A man with empty soul With paper wings ...light and dying.
11.	Hope... for Eternal Spring 03:40	lyrics	buy track
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12.	My Goddess (dark Dub remix) 04:08		buy track